sometimes even i have to ask myself what my real motives behind my actions are. do i do it because it's the right thing and i really am that altruistic? or do i do it because i just want people to like me for being able to do the right thing(s)..... therefore turning it into a selfish deed???
quandary.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
at the beginning of class a few months ago, the instructor tried something new.
instead of writing a paragraph introducing ourselves to the rest of the class, we were required to post our absolute favorite photo of anything (other than our actual selves) that we felt best represented our personalities.
here's mine:
here's mine:
afterwards, everyone was required to guess what each person was trying to say with their photos.
good luck ;)
good luck ;)
Thursday, September 18, 2008
16 random facts
this is from a facebook thing i did last week, but started on two weeks before haha. as long as i finished it though right??
1) for some reason in 5th grade i never wanted to do much homework, so usually the next day in class i'd volunteer to be the almighty homework collector and then later on when the teacher would ask me where my paper was, i'd be like "whaat?? u dont have it? but i turned it in! why did you lose my homework? :("
2) i have a full size bed but i only sleep on the left side. even if i start off on the right side, i still find myself waking up on the opposite end haha
3) i totally judge people through facebook and myspace :P (but of course everyone still has the opportunity to prove me wrong) it bothers me when people get so worked up about it. why? these profiles are your chances to introduce yourself to the world and you have the freedom to write whatever u want to say about yourself. if you fail to impress, then that's nobody's fault but yours. :PP
4) i think the first time i realized that i really like liked brandon was when he sang a bunch of rnb songs to me with an opera voice haha. so cute!
5) i recently made my online journal public for all to read, enjoy, and adore me forever (hehehe) but what people don't know is that i have another online journal where i actually talk about more serious things, like, you know, my "feelings". it's public as well, but secretive in a way that nobody can actually find it since i don't link it from anywhere or share it with anyone. it's just there as a real life journal from a real life person who writes about her real life stories for fellow real life people to maybe find some real life comfort in. that's all.
6) i don't think i ever had a real love for power rangers cause as a kid i always always ALWAYS fell asleep in the middle of every episode. terrible, i know! please dont power ranger kick my ass!
7) i used to hope really badly for some kind of collaboration tv series where each sailor scout married their color-corresponding ronin warrior and when that didn't happen i bought the dolls and action figures but was still frustrated cause they always made the action figures shorter >:T
8) one of my absolute favorite things to do is hanging laundry out to dry. i don't know why!! maybe it just makes me feel like i still have something to offer as a good house wife since i'm a terrible cook XP
9) i rarely ever hang out in person with the majority of my closest friends. for the most part, i only see them a few times out of the year, but somehow things never change between us (how do we do it??? haha)
10) i can only work if nobody is watching me. must be some kind of self confidence issue :P
11) i've never had more than 130 songs on my ipod. i get tired of songs too quickly :x
12) when a book or a movie makes me cry, instead of tissues i grab a tshirt from my dirty laundry pile to cry into ewww haha
13) when i was really young i was afraid to walk near those sewer lids in the middle of the street cause i was so afraid that a ninja turtle's hand would pop out and grab me lol
14) i absolutely refuse watching my favorite movie with anyone. i also prefer wataching (good) romance movies on my own. for some reason i can't seem to ever fully enjoy the experience with anyone else cause i know i can't cry as much as i would on my own :P maybe it's cause i know that they'll turn and ask if i'm crying. total mood kill! (plus i'm a really really ugly cryer)
15) one of my greatest fears in life is that my dad will pass away before he could have the chance to walk me down the aisle on my wedding day and/or for my children to not be able to have the opportunity get to know their grandparents
16) i'm happy. don't stop me.
1) for some reason in 5th grade i never wanted to do much homework, so usually the next day in class i'd volunteer to be the almighty homework collector and then later on when the teacher would ask me where my paper was, i'd be like "whaat?? u dont have it? but i turned it in! why did you lose my homework? :("
2) i have a full size bed but i only sleep on the left side. even if i start off on the right side, i still find myself waking up on the opposite end haha
3) i totally judge people through facebook and myspace :P (but of course everyone still has the opportunity to prove me wrong) it bothers me when people get so worked up about it. why? these profiles are your chances to introduce yourself to the world and you have the freedom to write whatever u want to say about yourself. if you fail to impress, then that's nobody's fault but yours. :PP
4) i think the first time i realized that i really like liked brandon was when he sang a bunch of rnb songs to me with an opera voice haha. so cute!
5) i recently made my online journal public for all to read, enjoy, and adore me forever (hehehe) but what people don't know is that i have another online journal where i actually talk about more serious things, like, you know, my "feelings". it's public as well, but secretive in a way that nobody can actually find it since i don't link it from anywhere or share it with anyone. it's just there as a real life journal from a real life person who writes about her real life stories for fellow real life people to maybe find some real life comfort in. that's all.
6) i don't think i ever had a real love for power rangers cause as a kid i always always ALWAYS fell asleep in the middle of every episode. terrible, i know! please dont power ranger kick my ass!
7) i used to hope really badly for some kind of collaboration tv series where each sailor scout married their color-corresponding ronin warrior and when that didn't happen i bought the dolls and action figures but was still frustrated cause they always made the action figures shorter >:T
8) one of my absolute favorite things to do is hanging laundry out to dry. i don't know why!! maybe it just makes me feel like i still have something to offer as a good house wife since i'm a terrible cook XP
9) i rarely ever hang out in person with the majority of my closest friends. for the most part, i only see them a few times out of the year, but somehow things never change between us (how do we do it??? haha)
10) i can only work if nobody is watching me. must be some kind of self confidence issue :P
11) i've never had more than 130 songs on my ipod. i get tired of songs too quickly :x
12) when a book or a movie makes me cry, instead of tissues i grab a tshirt from my dirty laundry pile to cry into ewww haha
13) when i was really young i was afraid to walk near those sewer lids in the middle of the street cause i was so afraid that a ninja turtle's hand would pop out and grab me lol
14) i absolutely refuse watching my favorite movie with anyone. i also prefer wataching (good) romance movies on my own. for some reason i can't seem to ever fully enjoy the experience with anyone else cause i know i can't cry as much as i would on my own :P maybe it's cause i know that they'll turn and ask if i'm crying. total mood kill! (plus i'm a really really ugly cryer)
15) one of my greatest fears in life is that my dad will pass away before he could have the chance to walk me down the aisle on my wedding day and/or for my children to not be able to have the opportunity get to know their grandparents
16) i'm happy. don't stop me.
Monday, September 8, 2008
eeeeeeee!!
my current desk is a little coffee table, so i do all of my sitting on the floor. sometimes i just free fall back and lay down for a while. but thank gad of all gads that i didn't tonight because instead, i turned around and found a BIRD!
A BIG BLOODY FAT LUMP OF FEATHERY DEADY BIRDNESS JUST 6 INCHES FROM MY ASS. i could not recall any moment in time where i could possibly have crapped something this disgusting on my carpet. ever. EVER EVER EVER OMG WHY!!!!!!
so of course i ran downstairs crying for my dad to get rid of it. after he gently removed the poor thing, i went on a mad dash for the 409 or cleaner or any kind of disinfectant i could get my hands on. he was trying to convince me that i didn't need it. totally had that
back-in-the-olden-days-of-toughin'-it-out-in-the-poor-country-side vibe goin' on. there's a difference when you're a sissy girl that grew up in a california suburb.
"NO. NO. NO DAD. NO. I CAN'T DO IT. I JUST CAN'T. I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME CAN'T YOU SEE!!!"
at least that's what i hope he understood through my interpretive dance of jumps and squeels and hands covering my face. eeeeeeee!!
i just could not believe something like this could seriously show up out of nowhere at 11:50pm. who could pull such an effed up prank?!
"oh." i soon thought to myself. TOBY!
dog! why! why dog why! i realize now that it was just his offering to me. he was just trying to protect us (that dog really hates birds). so as sweet of a gesture as it was, no thank you! sorry toby, even though i may be your favorite, i will not love you any less if next time you decide to instead take that kindness to my brother or sister's room. i'll even give u a treat!
A BIG BLOODY FAT LUMP OF FEATHERY DEADY BIRDNESS JUST 6 INCHES FROM MY ASS. i could not recall any moment in time where i could possibly have crapped something this disgusting on my carpet. ever. EVER EVER EVER OMG WHY!!!!!!
so of course i ran downstairs crying for my dad to get rid of it. after he gently removed the poor thing, i went on a mad dash for the 409 or cleaner or any kind of disinfectant i could get my hands on. he was trying to convince me that i didn't need it. totally had that
back-in-the-olden-days-of-toughin'-it-out-in-the-poor-country-side vibe goin' on. there's a difference when you're a sissy girl that grew up in a california suburb.
"NO. NO. NO DAD. NO. I CAN'T DO IT. I JUST CAN'T. I DON'T HAVE IT IN ME CAN'T YOU SEE!!!"
at least that's what i hope he understood through my interpretive dance of jumps and squeels and hands covering my face. eeeeeeee!!
i just could not believe something like this could seriously show up out of nowhere at 11:50pm. who could pull such an effed up prank?!
"oh." i soon thought to myself. TOBY!
dog! why! why dog why! i realize now that it was just his offering to me. he was just trying to protect us (that dog really hates birds). so as sweet of a gesture as it was, no thank you! sorry toby, even though i may be your favorite, i will not love you any less if next time you decide to instead take that kindness to my brother or sister's room. i'll even give u a treat!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
endangered of being too cute
can u find toby?
:P
i'm currently working on a private project involving old pictures of my family when us kids were tiny and troublesome but too adorable to be too angry at for very long hehehe
ha. we all have the same haircut!
haha how could anyone not love us!
i'm currently working on a private project involving old pictures of my family when us kids were tiny and troublesome but too adorable to be too angry at for very long hehehe
ha. we all have the same haircut!
haha how could anyone not love us!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
big deal everybody!
YESTERDAY I HAD MY VERY VERY VERY MONUMENTALLY FIRST BURGER FROM MCDONALDS AND IT WAS OKAY.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
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